There are no U-turns in life.

Sitting here another pointless blog to post in order for me to bring serenity into my life.  It's raining, I love the rain, there is nothing else most calming to hear than a good afternoon storm after a long day.  Did you know the clearest and best smell in the world is rain.  Yet we all hate to get wet.  Today  I just feel like going out and standing in it and looking up, maybe I'll drown who knows.  Will I be missed, maybe for a short few days until after I'm buried and gone, that's when life goes on and memories cease to exist.         Today was a numb day you know all those times you drive the same way to work.  You know it so well you could do it blind folded.  I tend to let my mind wonder in traffic, I know one of these days I 'm going to crash because of it, but anyway as I drove down the beltway something I saw occurred to me a sign that read "No U-Turns."         How ironic I thought when I saw that sign and thought about all the good times in my life, the things I've done and seen.   I just want to so go back to alot of those times it kills me to think about them, I cry about it alot.  I miss all the concerts, the friends, the parties.  Now everything is hussle here and hussle there you can barely get a smile or a simple word hello out of a stranger as they pass by.   Friends have come and gone some you can hardly find anymore.  The ole saying "life is short" is somewhat so true to a  point you find later that just to at least find one thing to do tommorrow brightens your whole day.  Well I past that sign miles down the road and like that sign say's "No U-Turns" life, you can alway's go forward, you can alway's feel young, but you can't make "NO U-TURNS" in life.